My Angel: Brian Noah Snow

My Angel: Brian Noah Snow

Brian Noah Snow, "Bug" is my son. He is also a beautiful Angel in Heaven. He was born stillborn on August 1, 2002. We love him so very much... and this page we (Mommy and Daddy) dedicate to him, our little "LoveBug".

I was 32 weeks along in my pregnancy and everything had been going perfect. On Tuesday morning , I went to my routine doctors visit. Once again, things were going great!! Until it was time to hear Bug's hearbeat. The doctor couldn't find one. She took me back into the ultrasound room...we still could not locate one nor see any movement on the monitor. She explained what was going on and said I needed to get right to the hospital. She also emphasized that she COULD NOT make an exact diagnosis. We needed the proper equipment at the hospital. My husband and I held out hope that the trained technicians at the hospital would find something that the doctor missed. Unfortunately, they confirmed our baby was no longer with us.

We had to induce labor.. and 24 hours later, my son was born. We held true to our beliefs and did not know until that time if Bug was a boy or girl. Upon birth, we learned we had a son.. and he was given the name Brian Noah Snow.

We were able to hold him. He was perfect. 4lbs 9oz and 18 inches long. Full head of brown hair. You could see he was a perfect combination of Brian and I. Definately a child conceived out of love.

We hugged and kissed him. Talked to him and just looked at him, committing every detail to memory. Then we had him baptised and they took him away.

Now I have his babybox sitting on display in our china hutch. Along with his snowglobe and Christmas Angel that we have bought him. His beautiful picture sits proudly on top of our piano in our living room. He is with is daily in heart, soul and spirit.

Bug, you are our son and we love and miss you so much. We know you are watching over Daddy and I and we long for the day we can hold you again.

We love you Bug!!!!

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To Bug, with love, from Daddy:

He would have been....

Tall
Broad of shoulder
strong
keen of sight.

He would have been ....

Smart
wise
fair
loving

He would have been...

A warrior
a leader of men
a scholar
a musician
a poet
an athelete

He would have been a person that made a difference
to the whole world.
He is a bright shining moment of joy in my life, and
now he is gone leaving me with nought but a fond memory.

He is my son.
Brian Noah Snow.

--This poem was written 8/2/02 by Brian Snow (Bug's Father) to his son.

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To you, My Little Bug: With all my love, from Mommy:

My precious little son, so perfect in every way
How sad we were, the day you went away.
I held you and kissed you, I wanted to make sure you knew my love.
I knew you'd be watching Daddy and I from up above.
You're an Angel now, with your heart so pure.
You've entered Gods Kingdom now and are safe in his arms, I'm sure.
We miss you and we love you, but know we'll be together again.
When that time comes Ill put my heart in your hands. We just have to wait for God to complete his plans.
Mommy, Daddy and Bug, the way it should be
My little Baby, a special Angel looking over me.
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Mommy I know the love you have for me
I also see the tears that flow far too freely
Your words while in your womb I thrived
Did not hurt me, did not cause me to die
It was the love in your heart I could always feel
Beating out our own sweet song
Letting me know your love for me was oh so strong.
So mommy please don't you cry
Raise your eyes up to the sky
And know I am looking down on you
Loving you and missing you with every breath you take
I am your baby and this you must know...your words did not my life from me take
I was a precious gift meant to only be with you for just a little while
But your angel I will always be, so please for me mommy try to smile.

Love,

Bug

(written for Amanda Snow by Melanie from Amanda's little Bug in heaven 08/29/02)